iNnOcEnCe

2009-10-03T03:28:00.002+08:00

Mummy's has been losing appetite but she was very positive.

Her smile and her ever resilient towards pain.

Her empathy towards other patients in her wards and even the maids who is taking

care of the their employee's parents.

Sis's finally break the news to mummy but she was very positive about it

and informed that she want to knows our opinion about whether she should undergo

surgery or chemotheraphy. Upon telling her all the what are the risks involved

she opted for surgery.

Will meet up with the doctors again in 6 hrs time for a last round of counseling and to know

more about mummy's conditions and what steps should be taken.

2009-10-03T03:02:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 01/10/2009

Meet up with the Head Doctor...All of us was given a very detail information of

mummy's condition. She either needs to undergo a major surgery but with risks or

underwent chemotheraphy.

But from the doctor body language and way of talking. It's imply they are hiding something.

Upon asking what stage it is, they can't answer it.

Finally he informed that pancreatic cancer is very uncommon in Singapore.

With prompt and appropriate treatment,

Even with surgery, about half of patients survive between 2 to 3

years. The chance of surviving to 5 years after curative surgery is about 20%.

With chemotheraphy the odds is even lower between 6mths - 1yrs..

After a while mummy's ask me when the doctor is gone.

Am i going to die soon. My guess she overheard the doctor

As i put up a brave front, i told her

Mummy, hidup dan mati di tangan Allah Swt, we will do our very

best to cure you with the help of all the doctors.

Insya Allah, all of us will do our very best to find a cure for you mummy.

We are all besides you, loving u , supporting u..

2009-10-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

"Do you know about your mum's condition"

This seven words still lingers in my mind even though it has been 3 days since

my ears registered it by Dr Alvin....

My deepest fear unfold when it was confirmed by him that mum has cancer.

To be exact 'Pancreatic Cancer'.

A lot of questions lingers in my mind but my brain freeze suddenly.

I look inside the ward, Love was feeding mum's lunch. I walk away from the ward,

with tears starting to build up, i called up dad and my sisters to informed them about

mummy's condition. When i walk back to mummy, i just can't bear to tell her that

she has cancer. I put up a strong face and told her that the doctor would like to

meet everyone for a family counselling.

2009-06-07T06:09:00.008+08:00

A treat for Kakak by bringing her to the Zoo together with Love.......

2009-06-07T06:07:00.001+08:00

Michael's Last Day @ Raffles Town Club

Bringing Love to visit old colleagues and friends over at RTC....

Bro wishing u all the best.. Hope we could work together again in the same team...

2009-06-07T05:59:00.004+08:00

Her 1st visit...............................

The past six months has really bring a lot of changes in my life.

She has really been supporting me in whatever that i do,

making me smile and shower me with her Love....

2009-06-07T05:55:00.001+08:00

My Latest Indulgence

Calvin Klein

All thanks to Exbert and Cai Wen for making me spend.................................

*wink*

2009-06-07T05:44:00.001+08:00

Been ages since i last update. Plenty of things has been happening since then.

Be it personal or work related.....

2009-01-01T05:08:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Your ability to connect with others is strong, but right now it is even stronger!

In Detail

Today will give you a wonderful chance to discover some new details

about a person you have been trying to get to know better!

They are even more interesting than you thought they were,

and the two of you are going to find a whole new common ground.

Your ability to connect with others has always been strong,

but right now you have the right attitude and the right amount

of energy required to really cement a growing relationship --

whether it's romantic or not.

2008-12-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Restriction never feels comfortable, but today you are going to hate any rules.

In Detail

Restriction never feels comfortable, but right now it's going to feel like

even more of a hassle than ever before. You yearn to be free and unencumbered,

and any situation that is big on discipline and structure could feel

stifling for you. If you can, try to schedule formal events for another day

-- or cancel them altogether. You'll be much happier if you can go through

this day with a great deal of flexibility. You need to be able to obey

your whims, not the rules.

2008-12-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Your prestige is growing, and a powerful person is seeing you in a brand new light.

In Detail

Your prestige is growing right now, and a powerful person is suddenly

seeing you in a brand new light. Try not to let this new level of attention

make you feel uncomfortable, though. Now is the time to step boldly

into the spotlight and make the most of this time in your life.

And if you have to fake the confidence for a while, so what?

Show people that you are worthy of the trust and respect they

are giving you, and they will give you more of it.

2008-12-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

22nd December 2008

An hour has passed and i am officially 28yrs......

Appreciate the birthday wishes by various methods...........

Bought a new phone as a gift for myself..........must pampered myself this year

............SAMSUNG F480...............

So what is my birthday wish.....

It is the same like all those years before......

Hopefully it will come true.........But i will work for it..............

Insya Allah..................

The Guys has plan a birthday bash for me .........................

*faint*

2008-12-17T04:50:00.002+08:00

Not putting much hope, but i will be glad and thankful

if were to receive the good news later at work.....................

Counting down..........................

5 more days to go................................

2008-12-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Your creativity is on fire now, and you've got to try to use it to your advantage!

In Detail

Your creativity is on fire right now, so try to use it to your advantage!

It can help you see new uses for old tools, a quick solution to a nagging problem,

and even a fun way to put a smile on someone's face. Your perspective is fresh

and innovative now, and while your visions might alienate a few folks who just

don't get it, you are going to impress and entertain the majority of the people

you will be around today. It's a day when you can score a lot of points.

2008-11-28T06:05:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

You won't be embarrassed if you lose your cool today -- you will feel refreshed!

In Detail

It's a great day to voice your strongest opinions -- even if that means throwing

a tiny temper tantrum. Everyone reverts to their childhood now and again,

and today you'll be surrounded by people who will understand if you get

extreme in your behavior. You won't be embarrassed if you lose your cool

-- you will feel refreshed! Later in the day, the universe will send you some high

energy that will make you feel much better about where things are going.

People do listen to you!

2008-11-28T06:03:00.001+08:00

Rialto

One of the most under-rated Indie band in the late nineties.........

well here is one of my favourite in their album

UNTOUCHABLES

2008-11-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

If you are working on some big plans, double check your social calendar first.

In Detail

If you are working on some big plans, do not forget to take a look

at your social calendar. Some upcoming events could throw a great big

wrench in your careful planning, and you need to make sure that you don't

double book yourself! In your professional life, it's time to shift your focus

away from leading discussions and just observe everyone else for a while.

You will learn a lot about how these other people think, which could come

in handy the next time the promotions are handed out.

2008-11-27T01:50:00.002+08:00

Furama Hotel International

CORPORATE DINNER.

Glad that everything went very smoothly and without any hitch.

Looking forward for next week.....

HRC n Pump Room with the guys............................................

2008-11-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

It may be time to give up on a goal. You had high hopes, but it's best to move on.

In Detail

It might be time to give up on a goal -- you had high hopes, but things don't

seem to be panning out they way you wanted them to. And it's wise to

know when to cut your losses and move on. Sometimes the pain of letting go is far

less than the pain you'll feel if you keep banging your head against a wall.

So if that cutie just isn't succumbing to your charms, then find a new cutie.

Or if that goal just seems to getting farther from your reach, then reach for a new one.

2008-11-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

Victor Laszi - Stories

33.Stories - Victor Laszio

I remember quite clearly now when this story happened

The autumn leaves were floating and measured down to the ground

Recovering the lake where we used to swim like children

On the sun would dare to shine

That time we used to be happy But, I thought we were...

But the truth was that - you had been longing to leave me

Not daring to tell me

On that precious night watching the lake vaguely conscious

You said : our stories is ending

Now I'm standing here no one to wipe away my tears

No one to keep me warm and no one to walk along with

No one to make me feel no one to make me hope

Oh ! what am I to do ?

I'm standing here alone it doesn't seem so clear to me

What am I supposed to do about this burning heart of mine

On what am I to do,

Or how should I react ? oh tell me please !

The rain was killing the last days of summer

You had been killing my last breath of love

Since a long time ago..

I still don't think I'm gonna make it through another love story

You took it all away from me

And there I stand , I knew I was gonna be the...

The one left behind

But still I'm watching the lake vaguely conscious

And I know - my life is ending

2008-11-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

Russell Peters

Yes, he is back again with a new show.

Russell Peters - Red, White and Brown

Can never get enough from him...

Watch Russell Peters Red White And Brown.avi in Funny Videos, Celebrity Videos, and Faith Videos | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com

He will make u laugh till your heart out..

Haizz, miss his show again in Singapore................

2008-11-23T03:04:00.003+08:00

Finally after 12 days of working................. My 1st weekend off since September...........

The past few days has really taken a toll on the the team.

But im glad we managed to pull it through and get our confidence back.

Compliments e-mails and letters been coming in from guests and feedback from the

guest has been positive. Appreciate the help guys.

To my Executives, thank so much. Sincerely the managers appreciate

the help and effort put on by you guys. Times are bad and manpower has been

cut down to the minimal but the team are getting stronger.

As for me, i just wanna have a good rest today. Another busy week ahead.

Am waiting for the 1st Dec and 4th Dec............... Time for us to get away from work.

2008-11-23T03:03:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

There are so many cultures out there to explore -- pick one and do some research.

In Detail

There are so many cultures out there to explore, but jetting to every corner

of the earth isn't feasible money-wise or job-wise. So in order to satisfy your

travel urges right now, turn to alternate options. Rent a movie that's set in one

of the countries you want to visit most. Or read a book that explores some faraway

place you'll probably never get to. Even if you just surf the internet for

an hour or two, you'll be able to get a dose of an exotic experience.

2008-11-20T22:48:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Take a break from all of the details and get grounded in your personal life again.

In Detail

Today, you need to challenge yourself to step back from the project you've

been working on so diligently. It will do you some good to take a break from

all of the details and get grounded in your personal life again. Someone you care

about is missing you like crazy, and one ten minute phone call isn't going to put

you off your schedule. So give them a call -- or just send them an email.

Right now they really need to know you haven't forgotten about them!

2008-11-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

I HATE IT SO MUCH BEING TOLD BY OTHERS ON HOW TO RUN

MY DEPARTMENT. EVEN DEVA & JASON FEELS THAT WAY.

Out of all days, it must the last day of the events that the complains must come in.

Can see the look of the others on how they are looking at my department now.

Processes is being followed. I firmly belief that all my Executives is

Customer Orientated and they can all do a good job in handling Events.

All the COMPLIMENT LETTERS that has been been e-mails play no part any longer due

to the complains.

More events is coming up, hope this will be the last.......................................

2008-11-09T05:12:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Today you will see signs that all of your perseverance will pay off handsomely.

In Detail

You have been banging away at an issue for a while now, and today you

will start to see signs that all of your perseverance will pay off handsomely.

Get ready for things to kick into high gear today -- it's almost as if you've reached

the top of the mountain, and can let gravity take over from here!

The pace of your day is going to be easier, and you will have some free time to

play around with very soon. Call up your favorite friend and plan

a getaway for a day or the weekend.

2008-11-05T04:45:00.002+08:00

Robbie Williams - Angels

Sarah McLachlan - Angels

Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

2008-11-05T04:28:00.001+08:00

Goo Goo Dolls

Iris


And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

2008-11-05T03:26:00.002+08:00

A very tough weekend at work last week. But im really glad the team pull it thru.

There is this saying

United We Stand, Divided We Fall

Another busy weekend ahead.......

Three Weddings Dinner on Friday,

Bridal Show followed by 2 Weddings dinner on Saturday

3 Weddings Dinner on Sunday

On the lighter note,

My Year End Appraisal is done..

I am gearing myself up for the next level.

Insya Allah

2008-11-05T03:22:00.000+08:00

A Beautiful Cover by Boyceavenue

Better In Time

2008-10-26T09:32:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

If you're ready to trust someone with your heart, trust them with your feelings.

In Detail

Are you ready for an experiment today? Try this -- share your thoughts with

the person who intrigues you most and see how they react to what you have to say.

Total honesty is required if you want to do this right, so don't be afraid to

fully disclose how you're feeling about them. If you are ready to trust them with

your heart, then you have to start trusting them with your feelings.

The sooner you do it, the sooner you'll know what's next for the two of you.

2008-10-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

"Ok guys, the deadline for the submission of the appraisal will be 15th November 2008."

"I will do all the Managers and Asst Managers appraisal personally."

Those are the words by EAM Ernie....

The time of the year has come, and it will decide how much bonus will we get.

I am crossing my fingers...

2008-10-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Your generosity is helping build your reputation -- but don't share your resources.

In Detail

Your generosity is helping build your reputation -- people know that you are willing

to give them time and energy, so you can expect a lot more attention.

The trouble is, some of that attention will be from some very needy people.

To maintain your boundaries, just be clear about them!

Let folks know that you are willing to help them out, but only so much, and for so long.

And hold on to your resources more tightly --

you can share them, but you should not give them away!

2008-10-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

A tough week at work............ Every single details and things is being scrutinized.

The whole team morale is down.

GUYS CMON LETS WAKE UP AND FIGHT................

We shall not let others tell us what to do.................

We are professionals in our fields......

LETS GET BACK TO BASIC....

SUPPORT EACH OTHER IN EVERYWAY.............

Most IMPORTANT

WE ALL MUST SUPPORT DEVA.............

Let's us take all the negative and turn it into

a POSITIVITY.........

I have faith and i know u guys can do it ....

Together with Deva, me and Jason will lead u all ......

2008-10-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Be mature today. Step up and acknowledge the ramifications of your recent behavior.

In Detail

Be mature, today -- step up and accept the ramifications of your recent behavior.

The good news is that when you face the music and dance, you will end up getting

into the groove in no time at all! Everyone makes mistakes, but it's a sign of your

high-quality character that you can admit it when you make one. Trying to avoid

responsibility or blaming someone else for your poor deeds might momentarily

save you from admonition, but it will also encourage people to respect you less.

2008-10-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

The little gestures you make will create a positive outcome in the life of someone.

In Detail

Are you ready to make a big impact on someone else's life, today?

Good -- all you need to do is open your heart and be there for that person

when they need you. It won't take much -- a sweet smile, an extra handkerchief,

a sympathetic shoulder to cry on. But the littlest gestures you make will create a positive

outcome in the life of someone who could use a friend. And you don't have

to come up with words of encouragement, either. Listening is all you need to do.

2008-10-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

The power that you want so badly right now will come to you -- just keep waiting.

In Detail

The power that you want so badly right now will come to you --

but only if you stop wanting it so much! You have to focus on what you

want to achieve and making it happen. Then you will discover your ability to do so.

Waiting to be given power is only going to remind everyone (including yourself)

just how powerless you think you are. Assume power.

Step up and start doing what you want to do.

That is when people will step aside and give you the space and freedom you need.

2008-09-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

People in positions of authority want to know what you think. Get involved.

In Detail

Do you think that the people who are in positions of authority over

your life are not interested in what you have to say, right now?

Nothing could be further from the truth -- they are dying to pick your brain.

Ignore anyone who tries to keep you out of important discussion, today --

they are just jealous of the fact that your profile is getting higher and

you are surpassing them in the eyes of important people.

You count, too -- in fact, more than just about anyone else, right now

2008-09-28T01:50:00.002+08:00

Them..................

Mokz, Ica, Ateng,

Me, Sarah, Irny

SmiLesSs................................

2008-09-28T01:14:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

You will encounter a person from a different culture today who will open your eyes.

In Detail

You will encounter a person from a different culture today who will

set your world on edge -- but whether the change they make is a good one

or a bad one is completely up to you. If you can keep your mind open,

you will have a positive the experience, so try to think the best of everyone

you meet and not make judgments. Just because someone doesn't

handle a difficult situation in the same manner that you do doesn't mean they are wrong.

2008-09-27T06:09:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Today brings a wonderful opportunity for you to push your personal agenda further.

In Detail

Everyone you'll be dealing with you today is going to be sending you

positive energy, which will help you feel much more grounded and

comfortable in your own skin -- much more so than you have

in a long while. This is a wonderful opportunity for you to push your

personal agenda a little bit farther. Whatever goals you have been

working on are that much closer today, and you can hold them

in your grasp if you just reach a little bit further outside of your comfort zone!

2008-09-26T04:37:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Not only is it a good detail-planning day for you, it's a day full of inspiration.

In Detail

If you are feeling a bit stuck in a rut in your life right now,

this is a wonderful day to figure your way out of it!

Not only is it a good detail planning day for you, it's a day full of inspiration

and odd ideas that will make you think. Your usual way of looking

at things is changing, and you are starting to see that there

are many different ways of accomplishing your goals.

You're no longer tied to the tried and true methods, because tried

and true usually discourages anything exciting.

2008-09-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Today, if you give in to someone else's demands, you will be making a big mistake.

In Detail

Today, if you give in to someone else's demands, you will only be showing

them that they can push you around. And their one simple request today

will snowball into bigger and more complicated demands in the future.

You need to put a stop to this growing dynamic between the two of you, now.

Nipping it in the bud might cause some tension at first, but it is far better

than setting yourself up to be repeatedly taken advantage of.

Set the terms of your relationship straight.

2008-09-21T03:03:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Verbal communication will get distractions out of your system. Call up a friend.

In Detail

Recent developments in your romantic life are on your mind, big time,

today. In fact, they are keeping you from giving your full attention to other

important matters and important people. So in order to clear the clouds from

your head, you need to talk it out. Verbal communication has long been

one of your strengths, and today it will help you get distractions out of

your system. Call up a friend and ask them if you can spill your guts to them.

They'll say yes -- they always do.

2008-09-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

Bukan Permainan - Gita Gutawa

2008-09-18T21:58:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

A flighty friend is suddenly serious about upcoming plans. Be gentle with them.

In Detail

A flighty friend is suddenly very serious about upcoming plans that

are important to them -- and they're giving you some guilt trips about not

getting involved. They aren't realizing that they are asking for more than

they have ever been willing to give, so it might be up to you to remind

them that they let you down when you were counting on them.

It could create an argument between the two of you, but you will

make your point. In order to make your friendship better, you have to speak the truth.

2008-09-17T06:51:00.002+08:00

16th September 2008.

the day started early for me, i woke up at 7.30am. I was selected to attend the

*TRAIN THE TRAINER* Course

and of course it is conducted by Mala..........

Had a fun day attending the course and can't to present

my *OJT* training to the rest of the participants.

Received a call from Kris at 8pm.

Ita's Dad has passed away just after Maghrib.

Ina lilah wa ina illahi raje'oon

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya

Amin

i was taken aback by the news. Proceeded to Ita's house.

Soon after the rest of the Bestie's Yan, Nizam, Azli, Faizal, Ain and Shirkhan

arrived at Ita's house........

Meet up with the sGp AngeLz n KnighTz.

Ica will be discharge later today, hope u recovered fast and weLL....

ALL Of us is praying for ur speedy recovery....

2008-09-17T06:29:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Even if you don't have a sweetheart right now, today is going to be full of romance.

In Detail

Even if you don't have a sweetheart right now, this day is going to

be full of romance for you! So if you're not going to be falling in love

with another person all over again, you'll be falling in love with yourself all over again

-- which might feel ten times as sweet. You are a wonderful person, and even if

there's no one in your life right now to remind you of that fact,

you can remind yourself. It's a nice powerful feeling to remind

yourself how special you are.

2008-09-16T01:00:00.002+08:00

14th September 2008

It marks my 6 months with Furama Riverfront Singapore.

2008-09-16T00:52:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

You've shown those in power that you're ready for more responsibility -- get ready.

In Detail

It's going to be critical that you stay on your toes today -- you've got to be ready

to move in any direction quickly, as situations might change with no notice.

Luckily, the universe has been sending you tons of good energy that

will ensure your mind stays sharp and your eyes stay focused on whatever

the task at hand may be. You are showing those in power that you are

ready for more responsibility -- and they may reward you with more of it very soon.

2008-09-13T05:57:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Capricorn

Your intuitive powers are stronger than ever, now. It's time to act on that hunch.

In Detail

Everyone around you will be shocked by some unexpected news, today.

But not you! You sensed it all along, thanks to your extremely

strong intuitive powers, which are stronger than ever, right now.

The fact that you will be able to take the news in stride will help

you keep your edge over any competitors, and a sweet win will

be closer than ever. You should feel free to move forward more

often with nothing more than your assumptions to drive you.

Trust your gut.

2008-09-07T02:41:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

The little voice in your head is urging you to have more discipline. Listen to it.

In Detail

That little voice inside of you knows what's good for you --

and more importantly, what is not good for you. Listen to it today,

and you'll hear some surprising things. It will be urging you to have more

discipline and structure in your ideas and plans, or else they

will never come to be. The days of hanging out and sleeping in are over!

No one can shape your life as well as you can, so stop looking

for outside solutions and start rolling up your sleeves.

Get to work. You can do it!

2008-08-31T12:33:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

You've gotten a lot achieved recently, but don't get too hung on being productive.

In Detail

You've gotten a lot achieved, recently, and you can choose to

continue on this super-productive path -- after all, you've got momentum

on your side and you're on a roll! But in the course of a casual

conversation today you'll hear something in a friend's voice

that lets you know they need some of your time.

They miss you -- and you miss them. It's a good idea to step out

of the rat race and get back in solid with your personal relationships.

Good friends are nothing to take for granted.

2008-08-25T05:01:00.001+08:00

The original Version of the song

*TORN*

very raw.... but it is fantastic..............

2008-08-25T04:46:00.002+08:00

Finally managed to caught up with five episodes of

BLEACH

arGhhhh it seems so hard to get the subbed version of the anime....

2008-08-20T17:50:00.001+08:00

2008-08-19T05:02:00.002+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

It's not the time to go on any shopping sprees or be indiscriminate with money.

In Detail

Now is not the time to go on any shopping sprees or be otherwise

indiscriminate with your money. You have two opposites working

against each other -- your sense of responsibility and your urge to

shower those you love with gifts. Listen to your more practical side

and understand that your friends would rather have you

penny-pinching and stress-free than worried over what bills

you are going to pay first! You can be generous with your time instead

-- they will appreciate it much more.

2008-08-18T02:37:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

You have a natural patience and compassion that makes you a wonderful leader.

In Detail

You have a natural patience and compassion that makes

you a wonderful leader -- so why are you letting your fears

keep you from stepping into that role?

It's time for you to swallow your doubts and raise your

hand when someone asks 'who wants to be in charge,' today.

You know you can do this, and you know that you can

do this well! You're only too glad to help, and there is no

reason not to show it. Be enthusiastic, and all of your doubts will just fade away.

2008-08-12T01:56:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i miss WORK. Yes, people might not beleived it, but

reaLLy MISS MY WORK. Maybe it is due to the reservist this time

round, it is so much different as the whole Unit is being divided into different

Divisions and Unit. The $8/- food allowances does not even cover the

travelling cost. Shucks.. But Alhamdullilah, the place where i am

doing my reservist is a serene place. Relaxing and i could see

people fishing and also catch prawns. I MEAN BIG PRAWNS...

Such enthusiasm shown by the fisherman. I wish i could join em....

Another 6 more tours and it be over.

Heard a familiar voice over the set while on tour yesterday, and

my guess was not wrong, it was

Kak Mardi hehehehe........ or should i say

Station Inspector Mardiana

She's definitely deserved that Rank....

She is a proud MUMMY of a 4 year old.

When another one coming?????????

My heartfelt congrats to u .

Spend about 45mins talking to her, asking how is she and the rest

of the Team is doing..

Glad everyone is doing so well........

2008-08-12T01:45:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19

The Bottom Line

You're going to see some results with your latest project.

Your plans are working!

In Detail

You're going to finally see some (very exciting) results

with your latest project. Your plans are working,

and they are working well! So well, in fact, that you might

have some free time this afternoon to spend on yourself,

in whatever manner you see fit. Do you feel like sneaking in

a matinee of the latest blockbuster movie? Go for it!

Want to sneak in a nap before dinner? Do it.

There is a growing sense of freedom in your life,

and the best way to encourage it to continue is to take advantage of it.

2008-08-11T06:22:00.001+08:00

Her smile could make anyone days BRIGHTER

2008-08-11T05:03:00.002+08:00

2008-08-11T04:52:00.002+08:00

For the 2nd time this year, i am being recalled for RESERVIST.

And it is for 19 days.... *FAINT*

Another High Key recall......

Suddenly i just miss work.....

Guess it is just me being a workaholic........

Another 7 more tours for this reservist and i be back to work.

I have not been updating regularly, guess i have so much but

just doesn't know how to put it in BLOG...........

Nowdays i been pretty much alone at home.. *SianzZz*

Mum been spending almost all the weekends for the past 1 month

at Adik's house helping to take care of Haziqah...

Glad she is recuperating well since being discharged from KK...

I miss all my nieces and nephew...........

2008-08-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

The Melody

A meLodic & a beautiFuL pieCe.......

gueSs it's more then it...........

no WORDS to describe iT...

aNy takers to play the piece on PIANO.................

2008-08-01T01:48:00.001+08:00

Exist

Bunga

Tak usah ditanya mengapa ku pilih

Bunga yang mewangi terliar berseri

Yang tak akan nampak di mata pun

Berwarni dari lain-lain

Segan untuk aku sapa

Walau ada maksud yang ku sembunyi

( 1 )
Pernah ku mencuba terima seadanya

Sayang ia selalu calarkan sudut hati ku

Hingga lelah jiwa ku dikecewa

Yang tak mungkin berpaling kembali

Namun ku yakinkan nanti

Tuhan pasti beri gantinya

( 2 )
Ku mohon kau yang indah pada mu

Untuk ku tatap menawar resah ku

Kekal aku di situ harungi cinta

( 3 )
Dan aku pohonkan yang baik

Bersantun kata kata tentang cinta

Bicarakan rindu pada ku

Mengharum selamanya

( ulang 2 & 3 2X )

( ulang 1 )

2008-08-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

Rock at it's best..................

2008-08-01T00:41:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Someone may feel more deserving of the attention you're getting -- you have a foe.

In Detail

You'll be getting a lot of attention in a social situation right about now,

and be warned: Someone else may feel more deserving of it.

The delicate dynamics of small groups is something you

understand well, which helps make you charming and

interesting without becoming obnoxious or overbearing

-- and people reward that skill with laughter, applause

and loving eye contact. But someone else might try to grab the

spotlight in a clumsy or even rude way. They will fail, however.

2008-07-21T12:28:00.002+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Take some time today to think about what

you want for your future. Plan ahead.

In Detail

Take some time today to think about what you

want for your future. Go to one of your

favorite places and just let your mind go.

Imagine what the years ahead could bring.

Thinking ahead is not only efficient, it's downright fun!

The universe is waiting for you to tell it what

you want so it can help put you on a path towards getting it.

So let your imagination run wild today!

Hope for the best and envision the perfect

outcome in your latest project or conquest.

2008-07-18T19:33:00.001+08:00

Capricorn

(Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Today offers an opportunity to stir things up in your life --

if you take a risk.

In Detail

Today offers you a great opportunity to

stir things up in your life. If you've been itching to get

your adrenaline going again, then this is the

day you have been waiting for. Getting that jolt might require you

to take a risk, but sometimes that is the only way

you can get the stimulation you need. Insert yourself

into an uncertain situation and just see what happens.

No matter what the outcome is,

there will be a positive effect on your life.

2008-07-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

The Musician's Score

2008-07-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

Furama Riverfront

Banquet Operations Department

First and foremost, would like to say thank you to

Damian for the guidance that he has been giving me.

Supporting me and teaching me lots of new things.

Wishing you all the best in your new position.

It has been my pleasure working with you though just

for short tenure of 4 months.

May our path come across again and be working together again.

Secondly, my deepest congrats to Deva on his promotion

to be the new

Banquet Operations Manager.

You will always have my support and may the team

prosper more and become stronger under your

guidance and leadership.

Front Row : Left to Right

myself : Deva : Damian : Jason

2nd Row

The Executives and Av Specialist

Exbert : Saiful : Boon Wee : Chee Wee : Goving : Esalan : Cai Wen

Last Row

Dat ( Snr Av Specialist )

Not in Photos.

Yusri : Eugene : Roy

2008-07-14T21:19:00.002+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Capricorn

The Bottom Line

You'll be moved more by facts and figures.

You want to get stuff done, and you will.

In Detail

Today you'll be moved more by facts and

figures than by tears or treacle. You're hungry for analytical

thinking right now, and your mind wants to see

things in black and white terms. You're willing to see the

other side of an argument, but you're not going

to give people credit for sob stories.

Therefore, you will get along best with

people who aren't interested in making

small talk or being charming all day long.

You are in the mood to get things done -- and you will

2008-06-22T04:59:00.002+08:00

Six traits of effective leaders

1. Make others feel important

2. Promote a vision

3. Follow the golden rule

4. Admit mistakes

5. Criticize others only in private

6. Stay close to the action

Example has more followers than reason.

We unconsciously imitate what pleases us,

and approximate to the characters we most admire.”

2008-06-22T04:53:00.001+08:00

- Pearl Jam Lyrics

Last Kiss - Pearl Jam

2008-06-22T04:42:00.004+08:00

- Chris Daughtry Lyrics

Home - Daughtry

2008-06-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Capricorn

The Bottom Line

If your career is your main focus now, it should be.

You have unsurpassed clarity.

In Detail

If your career is your main focus right now, that's as it should be.

You have all the clarity you need to fully understand

the opportunities in front of you right now, so take a moment

today to make some plans for your future.

You don't have to schedule everything down to the minute --

just give yourself a general idea of

where you want things to go. Where do you want to be living?

What kind of job environment do you want?

Answering these questions will help you see a new path.

2008-06-19T01:21:00.001+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Capricorn

The Bottom Line

Your stamina is strong, so you'll be able to last through

any endurance event now.

In Detail

Your energy and stamina are strong, so whatever

endurance-oriented activities you have scheduled for

today will be easy for you! Long meetings, road trips,

or other potentially boring events won't bother you in the least.
Your mind will stay active and keep you entertained.

If you keep a pen and paper handy, you won't regret it

-- many brilliant ideas are going to come bubbling up from your imagination,

and you will want to jot them down so you can build

them into something wonderful, later.

2008-06-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

Ok Junior this entry is just for u........

F&B Hospitality line has been a popular choice for students to work during

their spare time and during the holidays. But the transition in making it a

full time career is what i should say, that someone must really have the

interest and passion. This applies to other things that we do.

My 1st touch into hospitality line is way back in 1996/1997, i am working

at Orchard Hotel Singapore as a *Houseman*. My job is to do set up and ensure

everything is ready for the next day events. Then in year 1998, i moved to

Regent Singapore and worked as a Banquet part-time waiter. This is where

i learn how to do service. Such as serving food, drinks and etc to hotel guests.

11/11/2002 marks my transition and my 1st full time

career after finishing my NS in March 2002. I was offered a

an Assistant Captain position at Raffles Town Club. In the year 2004, i

was promoted to Banquet Captain and in November 2006, Banquet Supervisor.

After that i decided to move up a step higher and early this year i

send my CV to quite a few hotel's in Singapore.

I was subsequently offered the position of

Assistant Banquet Operations Manager at

Furama Hotel Riverfront which is my current working place.

So u may asked what criteria is it needed to be in the

hospitality line.

1. Dedication

2. Enthusiasm

3. Dreams

Last but not least what they teach at school is just the basic skills that is needed,

but it's takes practical and experience to know what hospitality line is all about.

Junior why not let your brother work part-time and see how it goes from there.

You could always ring me ok..................

*wink*

2008-06-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Adding more romance to your life isn't that difficult, now -- be more idealistic.

In Detail

Adding more romance to your life isn't that difficult right now --
you just need to start seeing

things in a more idealistic way! So if you are feeling like there

isn't enough sweetness and beauty

in your life, just look harder for it.

Believe that it is there --

because it is. The universe will give

you a few clues about where to look before the day is over.

If you put out some 'I'm open' energy

into the world, you will soon find some happiness coming back to you.

2008-06-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

Monday, 02nd June 2008

The beginning of the week and my day started at 5am.

Been long since i woke up at that particular time..... Washed up

get change and by 6am i was already at the office..

I was the bqt mgr on duty and there

was a breakfast event for the Special Olympics Delegates.

By noon my day starts to get brighter and i hope it will continues

thruout the week, mths and years.......

I received my

CONFIRMATION LETTER

Syukur.. Alhamdullilah

My probations period was completed without

any hitched. I was so glad. So now officially im

with

FURAMA HOTEL RIVERFRONT

Time will tell my next move and step up

in the career ladder..............

Till then........................

2008-06-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

Finally it arrived........

After such a long wait, a new

Samick, Acoustic Guitar is in my bedroom.....

Now i can do my own rendition of

ALWAYS BE MY BABY

*chuckles*

2008-05-26T02:13:00.002+08:00

Capricorn

(Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Someone who is where you want to be is giving you a vision of the future.

Follow it.

In Detail

Someone who is where you want to be in life is

giving you a vision of the future you want to have some day --

but what you might not realize is that

that day is closer than you think.

Switch your focus from your day to day

routine and start thinking bigger picture.

Expand your worldview to wake up your ambition --

start letting it drive your actions at work or at school.

Talk to the people in power, and let them know that

you're ready to work for what you want.

2008-05-26T00:02:00.003+08:00

Muhaimin Bin Raihan

Alhamdullilah, Nazreen safely delivered a healthy, cute, adorable baby boy

im so lost for words... A proud new mummy she is...........

im so happy for her..............

Naz i will pay u a visit.....*wink*

2008-05-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

Daddy and Daughter

Im sure glad to see him at Yan's Birthday..

Sure been long since i see him, my sincere apology bro,

for not attending Qistina's Cukur Rambut..

She is so adorablezZz..............................

hehehe face look the mummy.........................

2008-05-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

17th May 2008

Though im still feeling the tiredness due to lack of sleep, pull myself out from bed

at 11am. Wash up, get changed, i left house @ 1145am, got a cab @ 1150am

and i reached work at 12pm.

Today is the event where

one of Malaysia Top

DIVA

ZIANA ZAIN

is making an appearance...

where else........

Furama Riverfront - Venus Grand Ballroom

Managed to caught Ziana Zain in action when she is doing

her sound-check... She is so demure even though she just turn 40yrs...

Arghhhhhhh one thing that i miss is taking photos with her......

Am so tide with up work...............

Will update the videos of her singing later.................

2008-05-11T16:50:00.002+08:00

Finally it's my off day, after a hectic Friday and Saturday at work.

Today is the *Cukur Rambut* ceremony of

Nurhaziqah Uthailah

and we are also celebrating the

6th Birthday of

Siti Soleha.

Photos will be updated soon.....

2008-05-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

All I Really Need is You

After all these years
After all these tears between us
Still I couldnt find
Someone half as right as you
And each time I stop to think
What it is I really need
Heres what I conclude
All I really need is you

Just say what you want to say
You dont have a chance in the world
Can i, knowing how Ive tried
Still come close to losing you, girl
When you are my world
Have I spent so many years
Trying but in vain to tell you
Dont you know its true
All I really need is you

How was I to know
Wed have ended here
Where we finally did
You tied your life to mine
Once upon a starry night
And when someone asks for me
What it is that I believe
Say, I believe its true
All I really need is you

Just say what you want to say
We dont have a chance in the world
Can i, knowing how Ive tried
Still come close to losing you, girl
When you are my world
Have I spent so many years
Tryin but in vain to tell you
Feelings come and go
Me, Im never gonna ever let you go
Promise you Im gonna always love you so
Cause all I really need is you

2008-05-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

It's been almost two months i've been at Furama Riverfront.

I definitely relishing the challenges.

My Banquet Captain, Cai Wen has been promoted to Banquet Executive,

effective 01/05/2008.

Congratulations to you Cai Wen.

Yusry from Furama CityCentre has also joined the team permanently since

the cross-training. He started his 1st day as a FRF Banquet Executive

as on today.

Roy from the Square Restaurant has also been transfer to

Banquet Operations Department as a Guest Service Assistant.

With new team-player, we are now a big department with a total strength

of 16 full-times including the Av Team.

Well now the team is on full par, hopefully all of us could make a

difference in the team.

The team is having it's 1st dinner together on this Thursday at

Swissotel Merchant Court.

2008-05-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

All I Really Need Is You

David Cook rendition of a Neil Diamond classic reaLLy

ROCK

2008-05-03T00:02:00.004+08:00

Indulgences

Bought myself a running shoe...

Adizero CS

All thanx to Azli for making me wait for

him for two hours

at Funan Centre before he came to fetch me and i

i indulge myself into buying the shoe...

Lucky he treat me dinner....

Must get a refund from him.........

Headed down to KTM with him to have our dinner.......

before proceeding home.....

2008-04-21T01:29:00.002+08:00

16th April 2008

Furama RiverFront Staff Nite 2008

It went on with a blast..........The whole Banquet Team enjoy and had a good time

though we are the one who do the set up, run the event, clearing

and also the turnover......

I won myself a Brand New

Samsung LCD *19* Tv...........

It was the 17th price..........But im still loving it.................

Photos update will be posted here once i got it...................

2008-04-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

THAT HER..............

She enters my life, took my breath away....................

is the four letter word coming into my life...........

Im in................

LOVE

2008-04-19T12:48:00.000+08:00

2008-04-19T12:09:00.002+08:00

Geezzz lots of updates..................still finding time...........

Furama RiverFront Staff Nite was fantastic....................

Will continue updates................

2008-04-11T14:29:00.004+08:00

BLEACH

"ESPADAS"

---From left to right....brackets depicts the rank---

Ulquiorra Schiffer (4), Stark , Nnoitra Jiruga (5),

Halibel , Aaroniero Arruruerie (9), Yammy (10),

Barragan , Szayel Aporro Granz (8),

Zommari Leroux (7), Grimmjow Jeagerjaques (6)

2008-04-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

The whole family is full of joy......The newest addition of the

Suradi's family........................

Congratulations to Adik and Lali........................

The whole family is supporting u guys..............

Come to think of it, now i have 4 nieces and 1 nephew.........

*faint*

more gerls then boys......

SO SISTER'S WHAT ARE U ALL WAITING FOR...................

Nurhaziqah Uthailah

04th April 2008

2008-04-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

After two weeks of non-existence..........

i'm finally awaiting for the new

episode of BLEACH *166*......

PLEASE UPLOAD IT QUICKLY............................

2008-04-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, after two days of recuperating at home, i decided to pampered myself a bit.

Headed down to Cineleisure to have Teppanyaki . geezzz that was my late lunch.....

As usual my fav Teppan Chef, cook for me...... Love his flair in handling and cooking my meals...

Next proceeded to HMV, initial thought was just to walk2, but end up buying myself

a Jack Purcell shoe............ *faint*.....

Next destination was Borders.. After much browsing , a new novel by

John Grisham ended up in my hands................ *phew*.

Another collection for my library.......................

*Jack Purcell*

*The Appeal*
John Grisham

2008-04-06T18:33:00.006+08:00

Shopping Galore

My New Bag

Manhattan Portage

Shopping Spree for me.....................

Items that was bought................

A new shoe from BeetleBug...........

Belt from Pierre Cardin.....

4 new perfumes......
Versace : CK : Issey Miyake : Hugo Boss

Lastly the All New Bag.....

ManhattanPortage.....................

Checking Bank Account Balance..........

*FAINT*

Ps: Still Contemplating Should i buy the Psp or get the Ipod Touch...............

2008-03-17T04:37:00.000+08:00

KILLERS
Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...
I never...